opsiedossie

i miss sushiii so much!!
and i miss icecream too!! T_T

my sister texted me and asked me to check out when's my commencement and then book the hotel (although it's like 7 months away? wtf).
and i don't even know whether i'll get through this semester or not..

and right, i've this really irritating and annoying and whathaveyou lecturer for my LHP (some english class that i have to take in order to grad). i shall not talk too much about her right now. don't wanna even think of her because it's so gonna ruin my blody mood. dahlah hujan now.

ok. betta not be carried away with my super emo-ing now.

my sista reminded me of missey me will be leaving the studying world and there will be so much free time that i wouldn't know how to spend my time. because why? cause i seriously do not know what i should be doing after i grad.
and my main concern is: MOOLAH.

i was thinking right, moolah wouldn't come as easy as it is right now. financially, i stil have mrS supporting me. but what about after May? (man, i wish mrS will be kind enough to keep me moolah-ed..) can i still be dependent on mrS..?
and i seriously can't bear the thought that i'll be money-less after this. damn.
what am i suppose to do if i don't have enough pocket money to survive?
who's going to be my banker?
who's going to be the one giving me pocket money?

arghhh. scarrryweary.