Rotting, i love you so.

im scared.
like dammmmnnnnnnn freaking scared, okie.
to face the real world.

i can't wait for 29.5.
i can't wait.
i shall reward myself a good vacation in june.
JUNE JUNE JUNE
a gooood almighttttttttttttty hols for myself!!!!!
fren's wedding on 31st. and i look forward to that. i hopeeeeee i can make it!
and i hopeeeeeeee salma m. will be able to come to msia around that time!

now that the time has cometh, i wish i would have not complained so much about being jobless and rotting at home since end of april 08.
i want to take all my words back.
i love rotting. i love love love.

feel so fucked up nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
despite all that shits, i wish i can handle whateverfckingdarndestshitty challenges coming my way. i gotta be strong.. it's just some freaking 13 weeks.

i'm scaredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd