i dont understand why on earth that our public uni, ok, my uni in particular (as i'm not sure about other universities' registration system) is like so *.
for all the language paper, the registration starts at the end of the semester.
it's the compulsory english paper. not my major papers. but it's the kind which your university requires you to take. total 4 units altogether.
i only managed to take like 2 unit of it out of 4. because why?
like every other semesters, i applied for it again last semester (my 4th times), bearing the hope that i could gettit this semester, but to my dismay, i didn't get it and i wanted so much to reappeal and hoping so much to get it. with a lot of beggings and pleadings, this is what i got from that someone. (i remember it very clearly. that situation was still, very vivid in my memory. no kidding. because i found this someone is - out of my description.)
'i applied for ** but i didn't getit. can i reappeal for ** ( a much easier paper compared to the rest)?'
' no, you cant. i'm sorry to tell you this. but u can't. unless u want to take up *** ( much tougher paper).'
' but.. but i'm in my final year right now..and..and i really need to take up the paper this semester..'
' so what? you aren't the only one who didn't get it. there are tonnes of them who are also in their finals year and they didn't getit either. like i said, you aren't the only one. so you've no choice. just register for the next semester.'
'...'
so in the end, i refused to take up *** because i know it requires a lot of hard work and stuff and i really didn't want to go through my semester like hell..
and now.. i've forgotten totally that i need to register the paper.. and now the registration is closed.. and i'm dead..
im dead...........
that day, when the registration thingy came to my mind, i asked someone (who zhun zhun was with me that time, since she's going to the language centre) to check for me to see if the registration thing is on already.
now then when i recalled it back, i realized i never heard from her since then.
and i should have checked it out myself.
the previous 2 weeks were like hell to me. i didn't get to sleep for a couple of days. and i neglected a lot of things. including this (registration thingy).
pray for me people. pray for me.
this sememter turns out like bizzare-ly for me.
i missed a lot of classes.
and having said that, the exam slip is out this coming monday.
i went to the my school's office to check to see if there's any warning letters from the lecturers (whether or not i got barred and stuff). and the lady said i'm clear. no letters. but i hope she's positively 100% confirmed.
so i hope when i get the exam slip this mon. there'll be four papers that i need to sit for.
i really don't wish to be barred from sitting for any of the papers in finals..
i know it was my mistake.
i admit it.
i'm the blur student.
i do my assignments. i do everything. but i never really bother to take the initiatives to find out something. i didn't know what novels and other literary texts that i need to read up this semester. and i needed my coursemates to tell me.
i'm suck to the extend of this. i know.
i was ignorant to a lot of stuffs. i didn't bother so much to care for a lot of things.
i attend lectures, i copy notes. i hand in my assignments when the deadlines come.
sigh.
time to change.
i gotta make sure i'm not like that when the next semester comes..
i swear. i promise.
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