i can't wait for june / july.
it's not really the month that i most look forward to, partly cause i do not want to go through shits. elaborate later when the time comes.
yet at the same time, i long for it to come by asap so that i can carry out my own plans, else everything is pretty much hanging up in the air.

uncertainties can certainly kill.

today's the 3rd day of skul hols.

gone are the 2 days which were spent on tidoring makaning reading and working on the mission.
and there are so many things on the lists which i have yet to do.
the bags and books are strewn all across the bedroom. and i am still doing nothing about it.
boxes which need to be labelled, sealed and wrapped up.
things on the table which need to be sorted out and kept in place.

it is nice to be able to spend the days doing not so important stuff. sometimes doing shitty insignificant and nonmeaningful stuff such as rereading back the books you've read ages ago, merely flipping through the old mag which you've read weeks ago, or simply spending hours sieving through some old pictures that you took, makes the day well spent.