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i was so desperately craving for internet back home because of the stupid internet connection i had back home. mylord. u guys have no idea how slow it was. phew.

so here i am, back in *; a place where missy me don't belong.
but i'm glad i can online back again.

so how did i spend my holidays back home?
basically eat, sleep (LOTS. really a lot im telling ya), and watch a lot of dramas. =D
life was then a B.L.I.S.S. holyshiet.

mom was saying that i was such a good kid this time. why? because missy me hardly go out during my 3 weeks+ stay at home.

i only met up with friends for a couple of times.
this first week i got back, i was really lazy to go out.
the second week, it was raining all the time, throughout the one whole week. lagikk a 'no' to go out so i basically stucked up at home and hibernated a lot.
the third week, i was preparing, as in mentally prepared, myself to come back here.

i was hoping to meet up with:
carrie, qi, clara, alice, kuimei, becca.

contacted kuimei and alice and clara but we never made it to meeting up.

as for carrie, i knew i wasn't be able to meet up with her again a few days before i departed because it was too rush (she went back to kch a few days before i left and usually i don't meet up with friends a few days before i depart because most of the time i'll spend the last few days back home with my family. no choice babe, your bday gift is still with me..

as for qi, i seriously don't know what number he's using. and i didn't know how to contact him. (i sent you msges in msn when i had the chance to logon back home, i wonder if you got it or not.) so there could be a minor misunderstanding. i thought he (you) was busy with work and either couldn't look for me or what. and i at that time didn't take the initiative to contact him (you) because i didn't know if he(your)'s still using the same number i had in my hp which i dared not not sms/call to because i never expected him (you) to use the same number. until he contacted me a night before my departure. surprised when i saw the same number flashing out when i got the sms. and at that time was feeling a bit kektiok lah. why? because i should have tried contactin him (you) by sms-ing or calling that number just to check out if it's you. but anyhow..it was too late.. hun ah.

as for clara, she called me once when she got back. i thought of her (and the rest) everyday but neither me nor she look up for each other at the end. and again, i sent her msges in msn. and bloddy dont tell me she didn't get it! cissbedebah.

other than the time where i hibernated, i was actually quite busy back home.
there were times where i had to become driver and all that.
and when i was really free, it was raining all day long.
i don't go out when it rains. hate it. unless i promised to go out before it rains, then i'll go ahead with the plans. if not, i'll choose not to go out.

you know, i had a pang of guilts days before i left.
i wish i could meet up with all the friends that i wanted to meet.
when i really wanted to meet up with each and everyone of them, i didn't have the time to do so already because by then i had a lot of preparations to do and all those craps and time by then, was a LIMIT. mylord.

i hope to meet up with each and everyone of them whom i've mentioned above and those whom i've not mentioned, during the next trip when i go back in 31.1.08.

to those i seriously & sincerely wanted & intended to meet up but didn't by any circumstances, didn't meet up in the end,
i'm really really sorry okies. zillions of appologies. pls forgive me. and i'll make sure i drag u guys out the next time when i go back.

xoxo
cherry