Abuse

i read about the news of a mother who abused her 5-year old son.
and it really saddens me.
brendan and people close to me always say my children will be in... like military camp next time and i'll train them like soldiers. prolly i am always deemed to be a fiece person, particularly when i deal with kids. and i'm sure no kids will like me, too anyways cause i'm not a loving person and i can't just put up a friendly and loving face and play with them or say what cute lah this lah that lah etc. and pretend to be so happy and so love the kids when i'm actually not. i just can't bring myself to doing that.
mayb cos i never liked kids and toddlers. i only love babies. but, when they reach 1 year old.. the love just stop growing. wtf. teramat cute or very obedient toddlers, then lain crita lah okie. that one i sure sayang kau kau.

but then the news came alive and it really touched me. my heart seriously ache when i saw the picture of the back of the boy. mylord, one whole patch of bruises.
and i don't want to go to that extend of abusing my own kids next time. gee. scary. and really kesian that boy!

and and TMR IS MY LAST DAY OF WORK. ok, wait. not tmr. since it's already like 5 mins to 2am, so it's officially MY LAST DAY OF WORK. wtf.

breakkkkkkkkkkk. how i long for this long break. but i guess i'll miss the lovely and helpful coworkers and the times i had while i work. i learnt hellalot of things. and i really have no qualms and regrets at all. i guess i did the right choice. (at least for once in my life, wtf.)

the qi, if u're reading this: i MADE IT!i'm finally done and all through with it!!! =D remember how i was in doubts when i told u this before i took up the offer?? ahhaaha.

but i've got so many things to do, for the next 3 weeks. =(
whatmore to complain when there's no time limit for hellalotof things like sleep, tv, online etc. i can do whatever i want. life's a bliss when i've got unlimited sleep per day. =D

A Decision Made.

i ponder and wonder, is this the right thing to do?
i'm scared.
but i dont have a choice, do i?

cimbclicks.
ihateyouso.sonotefficient.wtflah.
no,i dont want to spend anymore ringgit for all the calls to the hotline and/or make a few more trips to the atm/bank to reset everything!!!!! arghhhh!!!
it's kinda stupid,really.
whats with the online banking if it's so cacated? comonlah.
we thought we could makes our lives easier by having everything done from home, but apparently that's not the case! and we still need to frequent our trips to the bank/atm just to sort out the problem this cimbclicks is giving us. wtfisthisshit, you tell me!
you guys should do something about it! pleaselah. fts.

i got fu at work. fi.
but..but i finally got something done. bliss.

0.02

heartache kaukau.
a crack on the hinge can cost me a lot.
and to have it operated to get it fixed, makes me even more heartache.
why me. why i have to be the 0.02%.

whatturfis that. tell me.

it's officially

2 months, baby.
T.W.O. freaking months just passed just like that. o.0
but 6 more effing weeks to go before i could have my nails painted in red again. sodamnsadcase.
so bah!

i stumbled across something in hk mid last year and have been eyeing for that something since then. and i've finally come across one that i really LOVE just now after close to one freaking year. and now i'm doubting whether should i get it or not... people say we should reward ourselves and pamper ourselves a little by splurging on something really good for ourselves for all the shitty hardwork has already (yet for me) paid off right... but..

is it really that true?

Kuching Photo Hunt

nelsonthebil and i joined the Kuching Photo Hunt on Sunday. If jien and hao are here, would have asked you two to join pun! So yeah, although my group (group 11) did not win, but still, i had a lot of fun, snapping the whole day and meeting a lot of nice people who have the same passion as i am. as the saying goes, birds of a feather flock together. it was fun mingling and hanging out with the group of people who have the same interest as you.

The event lasted the whole day, from 7.30am-9pm. thankedgod, i was not working on monday.

we were divided into around 4 persons per group, and there were more than 10 groups. Each group was chauffeured by the team leader. Each group was then given a set of 25 questions. And all the answers are in pictures form. We were flagged off at 9am. We then went around Kuching to snap the pictures (as the answers) for the questions. Submission for the pictures was at 4.30pm. We went to as far as jong's crocodile farm, pitcher plants garden and semenggoh wildlife centre to get our shoots. (i mean it was great to be able to go such places on opportunity like this. not like we can go there anytime we want after all.) And for the rest of the questions, we scoured around the town area for the answers.

3 of us even walked from gambir fish market to the sarawak state mosque. go figure.

so it was indeed, an adrenaline rushed event as we had to make sure we managed to answer all the questions within the limited time frame that we had. On top of that, we had to sit down, upload the pics by each one of us, select the ones we would like to submit, and then go through all the pics again, just to select the best answer to be submitted in.

Although majority of them, okie, like all of them (i guess) were using nicecanggih dslrs and were equipped with all sorts of accesories and lenses, and i did, indeed feel inferior with my normal compact, but still i am happy with some of my shots. and most importantly it was the experience, exposure and fun that matter the most.

after having our dinner together, there was some photos sharing sessions. i was amazed to see that there are a lot of great photographers out there. and their pics were really really great!!! compared to mine, mine kacang only! and i really love activity/event as such. if got explorace or whatnots, i want to join pun! cos very fun i feel. very challenging!

here are some of the pics!

#1 trying to figure out where the answers should be and which destination should we head to first.

#2 answering the first question.

#3 one of the many random and unrelated shoots that i took.

#4 again, random shots.

#5 so random again.

took this when i was telling the johorian team member that this is kuihjala, one of the tradisional kuihs.

#6 amazed to see so many types of grains.

#7 pitcher plants. one of my fav shots.



#8 my team members.

so anyways, i did have a lot of fun. wheee. and nelsonthebil's group won 3rd prize (each winner was given a binocular (nikon's). 1st-3rd prize all get binoculars lah, different sizes only! and non winners like me, brought back some worthwhile memories and experience.