it's Ada's 2nd Anniversary today..
Ada darhling, u're still greatly deeply missed..
Wednesday, 16 September 2009
Tuesday, 15 September 2009
betrayed.
tonight again, i looked at that particular pic. again and again.
and keep thinking. why.
we were once, so close to each other.
we were once, good friends.
how can a picture of that, determines the level of our friendship.
i know.
but somehow, i feel betrayed.
and perhaps, that's the reason why the gift was left unattended for as long as i remember.
there were moments of awkwardness during catch ups over msn.
even the simplest i miss you! sounded so sham and deceitful.
did i really missed?
it hurts when you find out that a person who meant so much to you never really treasure you
and whatever you believed before this, was and had long snarled and tangled into a bun of scepticism.
i'm holding on to the only belief. that that friendship of ours was there, before.
and i'm glad i met you. although i may not know you as much as i thought i know, but at least i'm still holding on strongly, those memories that we once shared together.
we parted, and we move on.
on a lighter note,
at least i've bunch of many others,
who treasure me as much as i treasure them.
these, are the people who are called genuine friends.
and keep thinking. why.
we were once, so close to each other.
we were once, good friends.
how can a picture of that, determines the level of our friendship.
i know.
but somehow, i feel betrayed.
and perhaps, that's the reason why the gift was left unattended for as long as i remember.
there were moments of awkwardness during catch ups over msn.
even the simplest i miss you! sounded so sham and deceitful.
did i really missed?
it hurts when you find out that a person who meant so much to you never really treasure you
and whatever you believed before this, was and had long snarled and tangled into a bun of scepticism.
i'm holding on to the only belief. that that friendship of ours was there, before.
and i'm glad i met you. although i may not know you as much as i thought i know, but at least i'm still holding on strongly, those memories that we once shared together.
we parted, and we move on.
on a lighter note,
at least i've bunch of many others,
who treasure me as much as i treasure them.
these, are the people who are called genuine friends.
Thursday, 30 July 2009
60
60 more days to go.
le sigh..
i need to start joltin down stuff.
i need to start appreciate the remaining 60 days.
le sigh..
i need to start joltin down stuff.
i need to start appreciate the remaining 60 days.
Saturday, 25 July 2009
just back from watching harry potter.
albus dumbledore passed away. :'( ( i knew it was an ending for him in Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince but still, it was such a sad ending for dumbledore!)
and now i just got a sms from 4thsissoh saying yasmin ahmad passed away earlier!!!!!!!! noooooo!!!!!! sigh.
it's a great loss to the country. :'(
first it was michael jackson, then dumbledore, then yasmin ahmad. whywhywhy. why must all these legends all be gone!
restinpeace,great people.
albus dumbledore passed away. :'( ( i knew it was an ending for him in Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince but still, it was such a sad ending for dumbledore!)
and now i just got a sms from 4thsissoh saying yasmin ahmad passed away earlier!!!!!!!! noooooo!!!!!! sigh.
it's a great loss to the country. :'(
first it was michael jackson, then dumbledore, then yasmin ahmad. whywhywhy. why must all these legends all be gone!
restinpeace,great people.
Wednesday, 22 July 2009
Wednesday, 15 July 2009
Tuesday, 7 July 2009
24th
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