untitled.

i hate blody contact lenses.
on saturday, while rushing to attend a love feast (in simpler and layman word: dinner) i tried to put on my lenses and one side of it got stucked so i tried to peel it and unstuck it and it was torn. wtf.
and had to send it to dustbin. and they were only half a month old. cis.

i swear i'll never wear one of those things again. super ma huan sial.

after days of craving for sushi. i finally went to tesco. TESCO. to get my sushi.

was actually planning to go by myself today after my class at 2pm but then right missy me was too lazy to take a bus and go to queensbay and have sushi at sushiking. was too tired when i got back. went to take a nap and told myself that i'll go in the evening, say like 5.30 or something and come back at 7.30pm but right, i woke up at 6+pm. so forget it.

so somehow i decided to get the sushi that they sell in tesco. mylord. i was so desperate for it that missey me didn't bother even if it's tesco's okie. tesco's also jadilah. apabolehbuat.

i did not dare to get the sashimi one cause i scared they aren't fresh. so these one also jadi lah. but unfortunately they are so not nice. the rice so damn hard to chew okie.

missey me will be away for a couple of days..from thursday until sunday afternoon. i'm so gonna miss my BED. my ROOM. my BOLSTER (i can't sleep well without bolster.damn). my notebook. internet. and the BATHROOM.

man. how much i despise and detest the bathrooms/toilets (in hotels, motels etc etc firstly they are so dirty. and secondly you'll never know if there's any cctv or pinhole cam hidden inside the bathroom, particularly the one in hotels motels and whatnots.)

so haiya. other than the one at home (kch's) and the one where i'm staying now (these are the ones where you daringly go naked and take your shower, pee and defecate without even worry about anything and you'll feel so damn comfy and at ease all the time.), missy me DESPISE ALL THE OTHER BATHROOMS and TOILETS (yes, including the public toilets! even the one in my campus! so damn dirty! stupid)

so yeah..i am so gonna miss the comfort zones. gonna miss my bed in particular. damn.

anyways, i have been like procrastinating for the one whole night and too lazy to read up what will be covered in the lectures tomorrow.

someone i adore, someone who i didn't meet for close to 2 years, the one whom i used to be so attached and dependent on, the one whom i trust, will be coming back to pg tomorrow for good this time. finally. i'm both excited and nervous to see her again. but still, no honey and no leaven. it's not something personal. i like her being her. but still i don't go beyond than that. don't get me wrong. i like, i love and i treasure all the serving ones here in pg. yeap, all of 'em. no personal preference. no personal attractions.

i realise my blog tidak mendapat sambutan yang baik. i am thinking to close down this blog and blog it elsewhere, like back to my old private blog of which i still blog once in a while.

i don't know. sigh. i wonder if anyone of you read it.

whatever it is, writing keeps me sane.

i need to write. i need to.

opsiedossie

i miss sushiii so much!!
and i miss icecream too!! T_T

my sister texted me and asked me to check out when's my commencement and then book the hotel (although it's like 7 months away? wtf).
and i don't even know whether i'll get through this semester or not..

and right, i've this really irritating and annoying and whathaveyou lecturer for my LHP (some english class that i have to take in order to grad). i shall not talk too much about her right now. don't wanna even think of her because it's so gonna ruin my blody mood. dahlah hujan now.

ok. betta not be carried away with my super emo-ing now.

my sista reminded me of missey me will be leaving the studying world and there will be so much free time that i wouldn't know how to spend my time. because why? cause i seriously do not know what i should be doing after i grad.
and my main concern is: MOOLAH.

i was thinking right, moolah wouldn't come as easy as it is right now. financially, i stil have mrS supporting me. but what about after May? (man, i wish mrS will be kind enough to keep me moolah-ed..) can i still be dependent on mrS..?
and i seriously can't bear the thought that i'll be money-less after this. damn.
what am i suppose to do if i don't have enough pocket money to survive?
who's going to be my banker?
who's going to be the one giving me pocket money?

arghhh. scarrryweary.

how i hate you.

how i hate you.
u distract my attention when i try to get my things done.
u piss me off with your bloody sounds that u make each time u pass by my territory.
i'm so gonna squash you out. and smack you real hard the next time i see you and make sure you die in my hands.

i hate you so bloody fly.

there's one fly still wandering in my room. and it's still blody ALIVE. uh.
i tried smacking it with my slippers but i failed.
and i tried whacking it with my big hardboard that i've. but apparently all my missions failed.
damn. it's so damn annoying. and i'm so blody scared it will leave some poo on any of my stuffs. particularly on my la senza which i hang for drying purpose.

i don't blody dare to smack and whack up any insects (minus mosquitos) because firstly i think they stink and secondly i blody don't like the internal organs and juices that squash out from their blody body.

but after tonight, i'm so gonna not be chicken out and gonna whack every single insects i see. wtf.

sunday sunday SUNDAY!!

i hate sunday.
i hate i hate i hate.

someone asked me to make a copy of a book which me and that someone are going to use for something.

the thing is, this someone didn't pass me the book days ago when we decided to get a copy of that book.

now this someone doesn't want to make a copy of the book for the idiot*self. but will use the original copy. and SO, i'll have to make the copy of the book for MYSELF.

we have to go through that book TMR and now this someone handed me the book and asked me to make a copy of that book.

i'm so blary irritated and annoyed and angry can.
asked me walk all the wayyyyyyyyyyyy just to get a book photostated?!
why blody cant this someone give it to me days ago or even yesterday when we went out?????????

i hate going out on sunday here in penang because i have to go basically anywhere and everywhere (except malls) by FOOT. BY FOOOOTTTTT ok.
and plus, i don't want to wash my hair all over again when i reach home.
it's such a troublesome thing to do!
i had to take shower and wash my hair (even if i've already taken my shower and wash my hair before i go out) everytime i got back from somewhere because it's freaking dirty here and imagine how you're exposed to dirty air and fumes from buses and cars and motocycles while walking along the road. mylord.

fuck.

mrS & mdmY.

man. i dont know why suddenly i super miss mrS & mdmY damn a lot.
arghh... miss miss miss..
can't wait to go back.. ! ='(

i wish to comment and blog about

the latest shocking news in the nation.
but then i scared i'll end up in *.

feel so darned.

Prosperity buurrrger!

me and thy roomie went to mcD to indulge these (pics below) for our lunchie on 01.01.08. =D

curleeeeyyyyyy frieesss!! but too bad, it wasn't really that nice.. it was ok, just ok.

i miss the curly fries i had in the states:

yeah, curly fries with ribs. it's PORKie ribs for your information. yeah missy me ATE those ribs.

(although i DON'T EAT and TOUCH porkies at all. but somehow someone talked me into eating those ribs. i tried and they seriously DON'T SMELL porkish at all. so i ate. and yeah, they were rather yummylicious i must admit. of cos they taste nice cos they don't blardy smell at all. unlike the porkies here! uh!) i miss those fries with honey mustard sauce!! yummyyummy!

i am not sure whether it's missey me being paranoid or whatnot, but somehow i have a feeling that the prosperity burger doesn't taste like the one i tasted years ago. it somehow tastes differently. as for the size, don't you guys think it's shrinked a bit?

but i like it this year because they come with green tea. green tea's the best!